Ask and you shall receive

This semester...

I turned 21.
Snow was beautiful.
Little Women blessed my life.
I went to Charleston, SC.
I went to New York City.
Now it's summer (according to the temperature outside).
I was freaking out about where my life is headed.
I prayed.

He answered.

I'm looking into graduate programs.
I'm looking into moving away.
I'm looking into my future.
I feel like I could do anything.
I'm supergirl.
I did something yesterday that I've never ever done before.
I was brave.
It was cool.

I feel like I'm getting a nudge in the right direction.
I feel a change coming on.
Maybe the change won't come immediately.
But soon enough.
I can learn patience.
Can't I?

I have to write a feature length screenplay for one of my classes.
Eff.
But I will do it. And it will be...good?

It will be good.
It will all be good.
I serve a great and loving God.
I have the best family and friends I could ever hope for.
My personality is morphing into something I didn't know I had in me.

I want to sing and dance in the rain with Gene Kelley right now.
Yes, I'm happy today. I'm not bitching about anything. I'm just content. So I'm going to enjoy it for the day. And if tomorrow is happy, I'll rejoice. And if tomorrow is shitty, I'll deal with it. I just have to take it one day at a time and know confidently that God is taking care of my future.

And He's taking care of your future, too, friend.

So bring it on classes.
Bring it on one acts.
Bring it on summer classes.
Bring it on senior year.
Bring it on grad school.
Bring on the unknown.

I feel more ready now than I've felt in a long time. And it feels so good. Let's pray God keeps leading me, opening doors, working his magic. I love, trust, need Him and He knows it.

P.S....am I a foul hypocritical Christian for praising God in one sentence and swearing in the next?